weekend shenanigans

hey hey hey

well the weekend was a rather eventful one peeps....

friday night i chilled and watched rush...love that show....and josh chipped lawson
and then lawson totally fucked him up
what was that about?

saturday morning i drove to tdrs and taugh there...was okkk

saturday night i headed over to chases and then we went to tegan's party

well the next few hours were a bit of a mess and a lot of shit went down....

well to start with i had barely eaten all day...and got very little sleep the night before

so as i got there i started drinking my beers.......and possibly went a little hard too early...and to put it simply i was fucked by like 5 beers

but i stupidly kept drinking until halfway through number 8 when i had a sobering thought "why the fuck am i doing this to myself? this isnt who i am?

and then my good friends amy, jesinta and chelsea started looking after me and getting me water and the night got good when i sobered up a bit and me and janiece were busting out some moves on the d-floor....

and then i got picked up and everything was all good

i don't really wnna go into details bout the night but yeahh i'm not proud of myself one bit...

and if there's a lesson y'all can learn from me let it be 'if you're in pain, deal with the problem head on, don't try and rush it and drink and see other girls....just sort your shit out first'

grrr this has been such a serious blog...and i don't want you guys to think for one second that i'm writing this to blog just to boast coz i'm hardcore and i had a few drinks

exactly the opposite, i'm doing weird things sometimes and i think writing about it and posting it will help me learn more about myself and ultimately become a better person

at the end of the day no one is perfect, everyone has their bad stuff

and all everyone needs is the people that will stick by you when the shit hits the fan

i seriously love you all
xoxoxoxoox